with that in mind i got myself and them to the dallas area. i didn't know many furs at the time. but it soon started to change as i began getting more out going with friends like the ones i have i'm glad i get to hang out every weekend with them.
after seeing a few movies i feel like i want to go back to two places from my past. 1 being San Jose,ca. i miss my friends from there. i feel like we were like brothers *smiles* the second.... well... i'm still coming to terms with... see i was disowned rather you realize it or not. but over the past few months i have talked to my mother and my sister... it sucks to say i miss them? i miss my younger brother's and sister's and one older sister. that's the truth. but it was the fact of the matter because the rest of my close family didn't defend me.. i felt as if i couldn't stay anylonger.. i choose not to be a tool... that all i was to them so i left. i want to go back to Tampa to show them that i'm a failure, that i won't lay and die like they kept saying that night. no hehe i'm making sure they see for themselfs that i'm happy, i'm full of life and i'm willing to go on with my life. if they can take there eyes out of their tv's and what not. my goal is to visit my family before fc rolls back around. i know then i'll be able to spend more time with my friends cause it's around my birthday.